Showing posts with label return to school. Show all posts
Showing posts with label return to school. Show all posts

Monday, July 5, 2010

How time flies!

Talk about having good intentions... I've been thinking about how I really need somewhere to write down my thoughts and experiences through this process, but I never seem to have the time to get in and actually do it. Right now Lil Bean is out with PapaBear and I have just gotten home from school.
Looks like another whirlwind of a term... No idea how I'll find time to get everything done.
Being a student was hard before becoming a mother. Now I really feel like I am flying by the seat of my pants (to use an overused expression!)
Since returning to school full time last winter I have found I am much more present with The Bean and much more balanced as a mother... though perhaps more tired and definitely busier than I have ever been in my life!
I was speaking with a wise woman about archetypes and have realized I am more of a "Rainbow Woman" than an "Earth Mother." It was so hard for me to let go of the idea of myself as an "Earth Mother," but now I am much more aware of my need to create.
Lil Bean has been teaching me so much about myself and what I am capable of... all I need now is to document this so I can look back on this progress.